renewal.

a wee stone arrived yesterday.

had been searching for quite a while

for

something

to remind me of this: 

** the grassy water of rabbit slough **

fishing on rabbit slough

is

heaven on earth.

the man of my dreams

takes me fishing

every summer.

with him:

i am safe.

****

have you ever felt like this:

somewhere along the line.

somewhere in life.

i got messed up.

life was scary

and

horrid

and

most of all

unsafe.

if you had the perfect upraising,

then kudos to your parents.

i am

finally

*finally*

discovering

that it's OK to say:

up 'til now

life was damned weird

and

the info was jumbled. 

yesterday

was a perfect day.

received a sweet valentine from a sweet girlfriend.

spent the day

with my favourite beings.

tea and pie with my sweetie.

it's all going to be alright from here....

********