the business of living. and leaning. and learning.

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to learn from animal beings

nearer to the earth's heart, 

deeper within its silence: 

animals know this world

in a way we never will. 

we who are ever 

distanced and distracted

by the parade of bright

windows thought opens: 

their seamless presence

is not fractured thus. 

stranded between time

gone and time emerging,

we manage seldom

to be where we are: 

whereas they are always

looking out from 

the here and now. 

may we learn to return 

and rest in the beauty

of animal being,

learn to lean low, 

leave our locked minds, 

and with freed senses 

feel the earth 

breathing with us.

may we enter 

into lightness of spirit,

and slip frequently into

the feel of the wild. 

let the clear silence 

of our animal being

cleanse our hearts

of corrosive words. 

may we learn to walk

upon the earth

with all their confidence

and clear-eyed stillness

so that our minds

might be baptized

in the name of the wind

and light and the rain. 

~ john o’donohue

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i've been too tired lately. 
tired and weepy. 
tired from working too hard, forgetting to tend to myself. 
i am tired of saying 
"i'm so tired…." 

time to pick myself up by the bootstraps, take on the business of living. 
i vow to live life to the fullest. 
i vow to write many letters. 
and eat all the cookies i can hold. for this weekend, anyway….

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life is good. 

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