This is what recovery looks like.



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Here I am, eight days post L hip arthroplasty. 

That's the medical term for "hip replacement," 
and I like to say it because it sounds more elegant 
and scientific 
to this ol' girl's soul. 

The day of surgery came and went, in the blink of an eye, 
and I was home before sunset. 

My Allies have been front-and-centre, at my side, 24/7, 
and Mister Jones has been doing his best at taking care of his own immediate needs
as I tend to my own immediate needs, 
just as I promised. 

We snowshoe'd the day before surgery, 
Berr Bear, Maxwell Smart, and I. 
I needed to have it imprinted upon my memory 
and my soul, 
where I feel most myself at my very cellular core, 
and that's up on Coyote Hill, 
amidst the prayerful quiet of the forests. 

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I am most grateful to my brilliant surgeon and his capable assistant, 
and the few folks tending to me before I relaxed into surgical sleep. 
The suite was something out of a sci-fi setting, 
too much to take-in all at once, 
the room a'buzz with many helper bees, 
but I did ask my surgeon, 
"is that my robot?!" 
when I lay'd eyes upon the MAKO Robotics Unit in the centre of the surgical suite. 
He said, "yes," and proceeded to briefly explain the images uploaded therein. 
From there, I was readied for the procedure, 
protective wrappings applied to my lower extremities
as I raised my legs of my own physical and emotional will, 
wanting to be part-of, 
my ankles then secured in stabilizing boots affixed to the table. 

My anaesthesiologist was a beautiful, calm, knowledgeable woman, 
the surgical nurse, funny, talkative, male, 
and reassuring. 
I asked them both, 
"please let me know when I am about to be given the surgical sleep medicine." 
Right about then, I was told to take some deep, restful breaths, 
"we're giving you the injection,"
and then, I was asleep.

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And, now, here I am. 
My Allies have been front-and-centre, at my side, 24/7, 
with Mister Jones has been doing his best at taking care of his own immediate needs
as I tend to my own immediate needs, 
just as I promised. 

Healing comes in the form of drinking plenty of water, 
taking-in nutrient-dense foods, 
and swallowing mitochondrial-supportive supplements. 

I knit. 
I nap. 
I move about the house. 
I sleep soundly at noc so that my body can heal itself behind the scenes. 

I stand at the kitchen window, gazing out, 
and sometimes on the deck, gazing outwards, 
promising myself to take life one day at a time, 
one moment at a time, 
because Coyote Hill is always waiting for me, 
just out there.....


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