Talking About It.


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Back to the subject of allowing things to unfold as they will. 

I saw the phrase Amor Fati a few days ago
and it's been on my mind and in my meditations.

Love of one's Fate. 

It's not just about accepting one's fate but embracing it. 
The embracing of things that happens makes the difference between 
thriving or just merely surviving. 

It's rather a profound thing to think about, eh? 

Do I have control 
or 
do I not have control?

And, something else that presented itself to me. 

We have no control. 

If you don’t have control, then maybe everything you do have is a gift. 

If you’re not responsible for the bad things that happen, maybe you’re not responsible 

for any of the good things or any of the things. 

So, yeah, maybe everything is a gift. 

It’s a turn from looking at the world from a place of entitlement and scarcity 

to a place of just abundance and gratitude.


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Something happened within the prior 24 hours 
that has me deep in that spot of pondering and wanting to talk about it
but yet 
not wanting to talk about it. 
The people who I want to hear it are the ones to whom I don't know if I can say it.
I'm feeling stuck in that liminal space of knowing
a change is coming
and
it's up to me to live it out, see it to fruition. 

There's only a handful of people 
I feel there's only a handful of people who will understand. 
What will I say? 
How will the words fall out?? 
 Really, there's nothing that needs to be said right now, 
because when the right person.....persons.....recognize the change in me, 
it will simply happen. 

It will simply be. 




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Comments

Anonymous said…
This moved me...greatly. i will have to ponder it for a bit.

Calm your heart, if you can. You will know when it is time to speak, or not to speak. ♡
Our intuition is one of the most important gifts we were given. If you listen, it will rarely let you down.

...and you have a new little champion by your side for cuddles and hugs to ease you along your path! Sounds like good timing, eh?

blessings, ~s.
pencilfox said…
[(....big sigh....)] That's the problem. I usually don't "hear" until the moment passes and I wish I would have not spoken/acted/et cetera. Time to REALLY pause and listen, and listen, and wait, and listen.....

It's a good life.

Blessings back'at'cha.
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