eventide.

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eventide. 

for me: 

the beginning of a day. 

the breaking of a fast. 

i fall into the day as others fall out. 

this crazy waking. 

hair flying all directions. 

no need for dressing because i wear my pajamas 

'til it is time to step into the bath. 

i feel i look best at this time of day.

i love myself best at this time of day.

little steps:

out the door to feed trapper and the birds.

tea and vitamins. 

cheese and a date. 

set the table for journaling. 

light the candles. 

feel the thoughts. 

pencil the unspoken words.

i write.

i feel a want but it's not a need.

and so. 
i go forward.  

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